You're My Best ....

She was one of my best friends. She's always by my side, to support me, to help me deal with my problems and so was I to her. We had some good days together, we laughed and we always joked around. Just like all best friends would always do. I think she's not my best friend, for me she's more like a sister. She understands me, when I'm down she's always there to comfort me. Those were the days, the good old days. Now it all suddenly changed, the happy moments that we shared together, the jokes, and the crazy stories that we always had before, are now gone.

She's not the girl I knew before, she's not my best friend who always at my side. My best friend is gone. Since last month, her attitude changed, ALOT!! She's not the type of girl I knew and I loved. She's a good girl gone BAD. There are times that I'm so confused of what's happening between our friendship, so I swallowed all my pride to ask her what's freaking wrong, but she always gives me the same answer or the same reason. It's like I’m talking to a recorder. I know that we had misunderstandings, we had little fights, but we can settle it immediately. I don't know what happened to her. I don't wanna be specific; I think she was influenced by this "girl". Now I don't know what should I feel, angry, sad or whatever. As long as she knew that she's taking the right path. I will not get mad at her, if she wants to be with that "girl", I'll support her, whatever floats her boat, I respect her, but this is my little message for her, "I wish you know what you're doing, I wish you can find joy/happiness with the people you want to be with starting from now, but I know, there will come a day that you'll regret all the things you've done. I'm not mad of you, I'm happy for you. For now, there’s a little pain I can feel in my heart, because we’re no longer best friends, but in my heart, you’re always will be." It’s hard to forget other people; especially the ones who you cared the most and you shared a lot of good and fun memories.

We cannot control others; they say that people change, it's exactly true, if a person changed, I think we should accept the fact that they don't wanna be the person we knew before.

My Life in Images!!

My Bucket List

My Bucket List

"The Burning Hut" (Reading Between the Lines)

"The Burning Hut"

One day, a sailor got tossed at sea after a strong storm blew him overboard. Luckily he got washed ashore on an uninhabited island. On the first day he built a makeshift hut to take refuge in and a collection of pictures he saved that reminded him of "home". He kept himself busy by gathering food. Thinking that nothing could be worse than being stuck alone on an island, he was surprised when he arrived from collecting woods one day. He saw a huge billowing column of smoke coming from his campsite. It was his hut burning. Angry, he screamed and at the top of his lungs, cursing God for everything. "Why? You left me alone here and worse burn everything I own!" In his despair and severe stress, he fell asleep. The following morning the loud sound of a ship horn echoed throughout the island. It was the rescue team looking for him. He asked the team how they found him. They said, "We saw your smoke signal from a distance of 50 miles and followed it."

"Roses are red and violets are blue 3"

"Roses are red and violets are blue, know that I'll be thinking of you."

Roses are red and violets are blue
I think I might be in love with you
I don't believe in destiny, I barely believe in fate
But somehow with you, I'm never up to date
When I take a step closer, you take a step back
With such strong emotion, I don't know how to keep track
Is this hate or is this love?
I think it might be all of the above

You make me nervous, you make me swoon
I keep on repeating this is all too soon
But when you smile or smirk, I know it's all worth it
Love is a game, I will never forfeit
Roses are red and violets are blue
Words could not describe, what you put me through
But when I tell you, and I tell you true
I'd tell you when roses were red and violets were blue

"Roses are red and violets are blue 2"

"Roses are red and violets are blue, something's are worthless and others are worth holding onto."

Roses are red and violets are blue
Something's are worthless, some are worth holding on to
When I met you things changed for better or worse
Every time you're near, I'm clenching for thirst
You in my life is like a dangerous ride
I'm walking on eggshells every time we collide
I wanna say hi, but leave with goodbyes
Just seeing you clear up my skies
Annoying you daily always leaves me with a smile
I hate you, I love you, I know I'm in denial
The blinding light is too much to take
I can't help but get closer whether it's real or it's fake
I wanna hear you say you love me; I need to hear you say you care
But when am I gonna realize that life' is just unfair

"Roses are red and violets are blue 1"

"Roses are red and violets are blue, it's your fault for making me love you"

Roses are red and violets are blue
It’s no secret that I love you
I hitch a breath when you are near
When you come closer, I'm gasping for air
I want you close I want you now
I'm falling faster than I usually allow
My mood ring traces are covered by hate
I can't stop thinking that this is all fate
Bottled up inside are feelings I'll never show
Thing's I never told you, things you'll never know
I can't like you, can't have you, can't hold you, can't see you
Roses are red and violets are blue
I built up walls, but you're breaking through
And I just end up loving you